Thursday, June 12, 2025

Alien Post Preview

 This is going to one of those 'half posts.' A preview to a future post.

I'm currently reading "Intruders: The Incredible Visitations At Copley Woods" by Budd Hopkins. Budd is an OG legend in the alien abduction/UFO world. An artist by trade, he started writing about UFO's after having an experience himself. He wrote an article in some New York newspaper and began receiving hundreds and hundreds of letters from people who had encounters with aliens or think the may have been abducted or had missing time episodes. Thus began his new career as a researcher and author about the UFO phenomenon. His main book is called "Missing Time" which is one of the most prominent UFO books out there. (I read it and I will discuss it further when I make my post). 

I'm about halfway done with "Intruders" and is even better than I thought it would be. Creepy is an understatement. There's one story in there that I just cannot get out of my head and I feel like I have to share it somewhere (my wife simply cannot hear anymore alien stories from me anymore and I don't blame her. They are beyond disturbing). Now keep in mind, this was just one story on one page of one 400 plus page book. It was a section of a section. 

So this book is largely about ongoing visitations, missing time episodes, abductions and other disturbing things happening to one woman/family in New York. A bizarre fact about the abduction phenomenon is that the aliens seem to target specific people and their families over and over for years and years. Basically their whole lives. In this instance, the main woman in question wrote to Hopkins that she thinks she had been abducted before. Once they start investigating and looking into it, they find out that her parents and sisters have had abduction/missing time experiences, and even her little children. (Among many, many bizarre things, they all have identical scoop like scars in identical spots on their legs that no one can explain). 

When this woman, Kathie, got pregnant, she immediately started getting these weird phone calls, every single Wednesday at the same time. She would pick up the phone and hear what she called robotic moaning and static on the other end. She said it was super bizarre, not quite human sounding. There would be no breaks, no breathing, and it would just go on and on, not even remotely pausing to listen. It didn't matter if she talked or not, it would just go on and on making these noises. As inhuman as it was, she said there was a weird emotionality to it. Like she could tell if it was mad or sad or happy. It didn't seem like a recording. She had her parents and friends answer the phone sometimes and it would be the same thing. It would go as long as they kept the line open. 

She eventually got so fed up with it that she changed her number to an unlisted one. The week she changed it, she got a call from this thing on a Monday, the only time it ever called on a day other than Wednesday, and it sounded angry. After that phone call, they came again every single Wednesday, the same thing, until she gave birth. Then the calls completely stopped.

She gave birth to a little boy who was fairly normal, except for the fact that as a three year old, he didn't speak. He just make these sort of odd sounding groans and moans. The author says that one day when he was finishing up a session with Kathie, she very hesitantly mentioned to the authors female colleague that the sounds that her son made, the moans and groans, sound eerily similar to what the phone calls sounded like...

Creepy! Again, this is just one anecdote in one section of one chapter of one book. If this tickles your fancy, you will love my upcoming alien post.

That's all for today, check back soon!





Wednesday, June 11, 2025

At The Center Of Elon vs Trump, The Vibe Shift And More

 Kind of funny that within a few days of me mentioning the growing rift between the two main factions on the right, Elon and Trump take it mainstream. Let me break down what's at the heart of each side, as I see it at least.

First off, Elon and Trump breaking up was as embarrassing as it was predictable. It was probably always going to end this way, although I don't think anyone could have possible foreseen Elon calling Trump a fucking Epstein-list-pedophile. I'm sure you know, but the basic gist of it all is that Trump is trying to get his 'big beautiful bill' passed, and Elon hates it. Some say it's because the EV tax credits are being taken away, but I find that hard to believe. I can't imagine someone as smart and as rich as Musk would fly off the handle like that and attack the single most powerful man in the world over tax credits affecting one of his many companies. To burn an ally like that over what amounts to a fraction of his net worth possibly being effected? It feels way too short sighted of a move.  (There is a funny parallel here for any Rick and Morty fans. Elon being Rick and Trump being the President. If you watch the show you know what I mean). Elon says he flipped out because the new bill will 'bankrupt future America', and he might have a point, but even that feels bizarre. Whatever the reason for the temper tantrum, I suppose it really doesn't matter. What's done is done. I think this whole thing made Elon look bad, definitely worse for him than Trump. It is amazing the pure, raw power that Trump has. He's like T-1000. He just cannot be stopped. Elon has since walked back some of his comments, but the damage is done.

At the center of it all though, the real debate here is between two different ideologies that are fomenting and swirling and taking more and more shape on the right. It's what I talked about in the last half of my South Africa post. It's between people who think America is a 'collection of ideas' and those who think we're a Nation of people with our own identity, values and characteristics. And the real center of it, I think, is this basic question: does the economy of a nation serve its people? Or do people serve its economy?

Elon seems to be on the side of nothing is more important than the economy. I don't think he would ever come out and say that, and maybe he doesn't even really think he believes that, but his actions would say otherwise. Just look at his life for a minute. He fled South Africa for Canada, left Canada for California and left California for Texas. I doubt he'll end up in Texas, too. He has 14(!) children with 4 different women, none of which are his wife. He kind of lives like life is a video game, maxing out stats. He's a tech-nomad. A genius spazz. And look, that's all fine. We need people like him, obviously. But is he a role model? Do you think he's happy? Would society be better or worse if everyone had over a dozen kids with multiple women? No roots, no real allegiance to anyone or anything other than himself. He's a 'proud American', for now. To be clear, I am and always have been an admirer of Elon and he may very well save us all by getting us off Earth at some point. But I admire him like I would a really effective mercenary. It's great when he's on your side and we can all objectively marvel at his accomplishments and continue to root for him, but would you really be shocked if he moved countries again and went to battle against America? If Denmark or Germany or Australia offered him some kind of massive business incentives to move there, do you think he wouldn't?

The Trump side of the argument is that, essentially, the economy serves us, not the other way around. What good is a couple more GDP points if it doesn't actually help anyone but like 10 people at the very top? If Jamie Dimon adds a couple more zeroes to his bank account, what good does that do? 

America's GDP has about doubled since 2007. Has your life gotten twice as good since 2007? Has the quality of life in America DOUBLED for the average person since then? If not, then what exactly is the point of a rising GDP? For the vast majority of people, it's numbers on a screen. Stock prices have risen when measured in dollars, but the value of those dollars has decreased substantially since then. So I ask again because I think it's important and at the very center of this issue; if a rising GDP doesn't equate to a rising standard of living for the vast majority of citizens, then what good is it?

The average American right now lives in a world he barely recognizes. The insane immigration of the past decade has transformed us, pretty profoundly. 

Here is a video from yesterday in NY of Andrew Cuomo wearing a turban, addressing a room full of men wearing turbans, saying that there is '180 different languages being spoken in our public schools. That's a strength, not a weakness.' How? How is that possibly a strength? Adding tens of thousands of children to schools that don't speak English, that will all need specialized instructions will add a ridiculous amount of inefficiencies and burdens, to say nothing about a complete lack of cohesion and identity. To also say nothing about the obvious various conflicts that will inevitably emerge. 

Shifting gears somewhat, the LA 'protests' are on their 5th day in a row now, and this might honestly be the single dumbest 'protest' I have ever even heard about. It feels like a turning point, a defining bookend for an era. Masked men standing on burned out cars waving the Mexican flag, apparently protesting for their right to...not live in Mexico? To not be sent back to the country whose flag they're waving? It's absurd. And unlike the BLM 2020 riots, they have largely lost the public. The vibe shift is real. People are getting more and more fed up with all of it and you can definitely feel it. I remember a nervousness during the BLM nonsense, even among those who vehemently disagreed with the whole thing. People were afraid to discuss it. Now? Not so much. 

We either have a border or we don't. There isn't a functioning country on EARTH that has 'open borders'. Even the words 'open borders' do not make sense. The idea that a country cannot control who comes into it is one of those ideas so fucking stupid that only a PHD nerd could possibly entertain it. And finally, the backlash has arrived, like a boomerang to the fucking face. Charlie Kirk, Matt Walsh and many others have floated the idea of a complete end to ALL immigration, at least for a while. Those are pretty mainstream dudes. It really is pretty unreal how much the Overton Window has moved in only 5 years. Imagine where it is in 10 years.

Let's look at some funny things from X this past week.

Look at this tweet. It's hard to believe this is even real:


Notice the ratio. People are fed up.



Here is multi-millionaire, Juilliard/Harvard trained Tom Morello, miles away from any 'protest', posing front and center with his cool baseball helmet in what looks like a reddit meetup. Honestly, is this the least cool thing you have ever seen in your life?






Here are two pictures from a street in Mexico. I can't confirm this, but apparently signs like these are everywhere. So for some reason, Mexico is for Mexicans and America is also for Mexicans. Again, the dumbest fucking protest I have ever seen.












Here is the daughter of Ilhan Omar, a Somalian refugee who is somehow a Congresswoman from Minnesota. Ilhan fled a civil war in Somalia and spent 4 years in a refugee camp before she was graciously taken in by America. Not only did this awful, racist country take her and her family in at our expense, we somehow elected her to office! She's a multi-millionaire, famous politician now. And this is what her daughter thinks of us? 'Death to America', the ONLY country that saved her and her family from certain, brutal death by her own countrymen. If she said anything like this in her home country, she would be executed. So I ask again, why are we doing this? Why would any country continue any kind of program that saves people from themselves, only to be despised? If it weren't for America, Ilhan and her daughter would probably have died a brutal death that no one would have even heard about. And forget gratitude, they openly hate us! It's so absurd, it's almost comical. 





Here is step 2 on the 'let's kill/chase away all the White farmers from our land' plan. The brutal, dumb, short sighted, wanton killing of animals. Kindness to animals is largely a White trait. Something people may take from granted. Also, if that was a group of White men standing behind that dead elephant, would you feel differently about that picture? Ask yourself why.





Presented without comment







More nonsense. Stuff like this is interesting because it is so outrageously false. Really, is there one single educated person on the planet who believes stuff like this? From 100,000 BC to about 1960, there were basically zero non white people in what is now the UK. That is fairly common knowledge. So you have to ask yourself, why the lie? What's the point, exactly? Is it to dehumanize? Repeat a lie enough and it starts to seep through national consciousness. And if someone can get you to believe absurdities, what else can they get you to do?





Here is an eerily accurate 4chan post from 2013. 






More evidence of the Overton Window being flung the fuck open. This story is worth reading about. Below are the e-mails that caused the pearl clutching headline above.






Look at this graph!







"Your universe has no meaning to them. They will not try to understand. They will be tired, they will be cold, they will make a fire with your beautiful oak door."



What the fuck happened to Harvard? Imagine replacing the word White with ANYTHING else. Why is this ok??



"So-called 'white race'"




Notice the authors, Levitt and Segal, going way out of their way to not capitalize the W in White. I watch shows with the subtitles on a lot, and a really bizarre thing I've started to notice is that the B in Black will ALWAYS be capitalized, but the W in White NEVER will be. 









Here's the picture of a South African farm murderer with the $20k signal jammer I talked about in my SA post:




More fun in Africa:









Here is an illuminating recent picture from Britain. A Muslim man running for office wants you to be more concerned with Gaza than the hollowed out industrial building directly behind the ad. It's so on the nose that, again, it's almost comical:




I'm posting this stuff not only because it's so shocking, but I feel like a lot of people on the left/center don't realize what's going on. I can't tell you how many times I've been in casual conversations with people and mentioned something in the news that I thought was common knowledge, only to have them be completely fucking shocked/unaware. We have to put this shit out there. It's uncomfortable, I know, but what is the alternative? Just get dwindled down to nothing because we didn't want to appear mean to people who live among us while openly despising us and calling for our deaths? What do you think happens when we actually are a minority in our own countries? They speak and act this way in a roughly 60% White America. What do you think happens when that number is 40%? 25%? Really think about that for a minute. It's a terrifying thought.


Anyway, that's about it for today. Never know what you're gonna get around here. Some sports betting, some modeling, some crypto, some slice of life, investing, politics, economics and a sprinkle of White Nationalism :)






Wednesday, June 4, 2025

A Review Of 'Statistical Sports Models In Excel' By Andrew Mack. The Most Discouraging Book I Have Ever Read

I recently bought this book after a recommendation from a commenter I've been trading e-mails with. I didn't realize it, but I've heard a couple interviews with this guy already before. He's 'gingfacekillah' on X and is a good follow (if he'll confirm you). He did a good interview on the Circle's Off podcast and another good one on the Pinnacle YouTube channel. (It's amazing the amount of good, real sports betting information Pinnacle puts out. They are truly unafraid. Pinnacle really is the top of the food chain, I don't care what anyone says). You can search Andrew Mack on Youtube and find a few more of his interviews. They're worth watching, he's a good communicator and obviously a really smart guy. He's not super nerdy either.

Before I start, let me say that I think this book is good at what it's trying to do, probably worth reading if you're a modeler or trying to be one, I don't regret reading it and I might even get Volume II which is specifically about props. But I shit you not, I actually threw this book on the ground in frustration while reading it. Not even kidding. Let me explain.

The first couple chapters of the book are good. I was practically licking my chops during the first chapter, thinking I found a real hidden gem. He explains modeling as a concept really well and gives you access to all kinds of ready made models and calculators in Excel. The book is probably worth it for the negative binomial calculator alone, which I will make use of when/if I continue to model. There's a section in the beginning where he goes through different kinds of distributions, including negative binomial and poisson, and where you can apply them. (Embarrassingly, the whole concept of 'distributions' was/is kind of foreign to me. I just learned about poisson and only attacked markets where I could use it. So this chapter was illuminating for me).

However, once you get into the nitty gritty of each model, you might be as disappointed as I was. Every single model he shows you uses only one piece of data: the final score. That's it. (Actually one model gets as deep as Home points scored, Home points allowed, Away points scored, Away points allowed). Each model is just excruciatingly, brain numbingly, massaging final scores and excel functions and coefficients into, I guess, a working model. Then there's a model at the end that models all the models together. It is as infuriating as it sounds.

Now look, the models almost certainly do work, especially for small market stuff, which he points out. He even makes the point that they're perfect for obscure sports where you don't have access to advanced stats. Something like Icelandic Women's Basketball. And if you can make money using it and betting on obscure stuff like that, all the power to you. But if this is what modeling is in 2025, if this is how you beat sports, I can honestly say that it just is not for me anymore. It's soulless. There is no joy in it, no artistry, no thinking deeply about the sport. It's just Excel add-on and function after add-on and function. Models modeling models. 

Maybe I'm just not smart enough to really get it. That's certainly possible, if not probable. Computer science, big data, messy Excel functions, these have never really been my thing. But I have won a good amount of money from betting on sports for more than a decade, and a lot that came from self made models, so it's not like I'm some random guy picking up a book he doesn't understand and shitting on it. The basic logic of what he's doing isn't lost on me. And this book would almost definitely appeal to people who come to sports modeling from the computer science/engineering world. But personally, I had a real, visceral reaction to this book and his whole approach. Which, again, I'm not saying doesn't work. I'm sure it does! And the reviews on Amazon at least are pretty glowing. But it is just so godamn soulless! It's probably how a robot would try to beat sports, which probably appeals to some people.

I realize as I'm writing this that this probably says more about me than the book. But as good as his interviews are and as good as he probably is at winning money through modeling, I really haven't seen or heard much about this book or him until I specifically looked for it. It didn't seem to create much buzz that other books have. 

So I don't know. It probably is worth reading if you're trying to make money modeling these days. If I read this when it came out I probably would have given it more of a chance. It's actually, somehow, 6 years old now so it might even be a little dated. And he keeps saying in it that it's for beginners and how he's moved on to R and Python. Maybe people nowadays just come equipped right out of the box with way more skill and knowledge with Excel and data science. My high school typing classes were on typewriters! I guess I am a little bit of a dinosaur with this shit.

It's 40 bucks and you can read it in an hour so it's not like it's a huge investment. If you're here, there's a good chance you'll get something out of it, and like I said, I probably will get Volume II on props. But even the fact that there's a book like that out there, dealing with props specifically, with 'beginner' concepts in them like mean loss reversion and log loss and ridge analysis and excel functions 6 lines deep is discouraging. I'm pretty sure the prop jig is up and has been for a while now. Like I said before, I used to handicap props with a pen and paper when I started, and I made good money doing it. Boy has that changed.

And by the way, this is going to sound really cunty, but there's a little something off/weird about the author. I don't know. The picture he put of himself on the back of the book is a weirdo gym selfie, complete with him flexing in a tank top and a half duck face. And his X profile pic is like an instagram face-tuned cartoon selfie of himself. And during one of the interviews I saw of him, he had his whole background very oddly blurred out. I don't even know what the fuck it means or what I think it means or what I'm trying to say. There is just something slightly off-putting about all of it I can't quite put my finger on. Like an uncanny valley type of thing. 

So that's about it. In summation, I thought it was an interesting book, I got a little something out of it, I'll probably buy volume II. I also viscerally despised it, threw it on the ground while reading it, will probably never pick it back up, and think the author might not exactly be a human being. So take from that what you will.

In other news, the Stanley Cup finals start tonight. No props tonight but I might have some up for this series if anyone even gives a shit. Like I mentioned at the top, I've been learning about distributions more broadly and have discovered the negative binomial one. It's apparently much superior to poisson but it's harder to use (you have to plug the players total season long data into it. So for instance, for SOG, you'd need to put in his game by game results for the entire season. It doesn't sound all that hard and if/when I get back into it, I'll figure out a way to do it. But it'll definitely take more time for each player). I never considered the fact that using poisson could be the issue with my props so there's a little ray of light of hope for me and props in general. But I'm finding it harder and harder to even care all that much about sports anymore. It just feels silly sometimes. When I think about all the full Sundays I spent in front my TV and computer, all through my twenties and then some, it does feel like a bit of a waste. Like a bread and circus kind of thing. I saw a video recently of this Toronto Maple Leafs fan in his basement 'man cave', all completely dekked out in Maple Leafs shit. He was actually wearing hockey pads and a helmet! His entire life was being a fan of a hockey team. It was beyond pathetic and I thought I don't want to be even in the same universe as a guy like this. Especially considering the devastating transformation Canada has gone through the past 5 or so years. Like, you're a 40 plus year old man wearing a hockey helmet and pads with a 20 year old mans name on your back, rooting for a team that wouldn't even know if you died, all while your country turns into Canada-a-stan. Nobody can afford a house, your money is fake, your government openly hates and discriminates against you, and you're literally crying because a hockey team lost. It all just feels wrong. I'm not even sure exactly what I mean or how I feel. I'm going through some changes myself, just the way I feel and the way I see the world. And I'm not sure that betting a hundred bucks on a few props here and there is something that is or should be important to me anymore. I don't know! I think I will at least try out the negative binomial thing, if not for hockey then maybe baseball or football. And if I start making good money again maybe I'll feel different. But we shall see. Either way, I'll discuss it here and I'll always keep this going.

That's about it for today. I'll probably have something like a Part II to my last post. It was really rambly and I ended up discussing like three different topics I've wanted to get off my chest for a while and I don't think I did a great job getting my points across. I need to think about everything some more. I just finished a great Jared Taylor book that I had to mail a check to buy since it's banned on Amazon. Spicy! Maybe I'll touch on some of that stuff again and I'll have a crypto post up sometime soon, and of course my alien post will be here someday. I've been reading like a mad man too so I will have another book review post too.

Talk soon, thanks for reading, bye for now!










Saturday, May 24, 2025

South Africa. The Left Goes Completely Mask Off, The Schism On The Right And More

Taking a little break from the modeling today. I actually busted it out for the first Car/Fla game and went 2-0 with Reinhart and Stankoven under SOG bets but I didn't get around to posting them. I'm on the fence with this model, I think if I do want to continue modeling I do need to step up my base knowledge. I kind of stopped learning about math and data and programming once I got my models going and I never even considered using anything other than poisson. I just ordered a new book by Andrew Mack from a recommendation in the comments and on X that I think will help me progress. I have a few new sports betting books waiting to be read once I finish my alien books so I will probably have another book review coming up. I will have a post about aliens soon too. If you don't know anything about it, prepare to have your mind completely fucking blown. I'm not kidding, it is easily the craziest shit I have ever read. I'm just finishing John Mack's main book and then I think I'll get into it.

But today I want to get into something else. I suppose this is politics adjacent, but it's more than that. The situation in South Africa and the fact that America took in 60 White refugees has exposed the American left for their utter, naked, impossible to deny anymore hatred of White people. I know it sounds hyperbolic but don't know how else to say it. How else can you possibly explain their reaction to, again, 60 people fleeing actual, open racial violence wanting to come here as refugees? The same people who protest in the streets with gigantic signs saying 'Refugees Welcome' and who have made immigration and 'refugees seeking asylum' as their entire ethos, wildly and belligerently opposing 60 White people applying for asylum? Again, sixty people. Not 6 million, not 60,000, not even 600. Not even 60 families! 60 people. Like, barely more than the number of active players for a single NFL team. We're talking half of one plane load of people!

Let's look at the facts first.

If you're completely unaware of the situation, I wouldn't blame you. The mainstream news hasn't touched this story with a ten foot pole until the South African refugees were granted asylum and their president made the trip to the White House and 'GoT AmBuShEd!' But basically, South Africa has been falling apart for a while now. I first started seeing things in the middle of the pandemic if I remember correctly, 2020, 2021ish. I'm not going to do a whole in-depth piece on the history of South Africa, but the very broad strokes are that they used to operate under Apartheid rules, which were race based laws that were unfavorable to the black population. It was in place from 1948 to about 1993. Ever since it ended, South Africa has drifted into the same sort of collectivist, racially segregated civilization as it was before, only with the roles flipped. Did you know that there are more race based laws on their books now than there ever was during Apartheid? The only difference is now the blacks are in charge and the laws are meant to hurt the whites. It's the main reason Elon Musk lives in America. His companies would never have been possible in South Africa. He still can't get Starlink up in SA because it doesn't have a black owner. The fact that Elon Musk is literally from South Africa doesn't seem to matter. 

I've read some really good in depth pieces on SA and Rhodesia (modern day Zimbabwe) so instead of trying to rehash what I've read, I can just link them. Why Rhodesia Matters is a good one. This is another good one. That whole "substack spider web" is a good resource. The view from a thousand feet up is that basically, the blacks in SA are out for revenge on the whites, specifically the farmers, or 'Boers' as they're called. On X there are countless, and I do mean countless, horrific pictures and videos and stories of entire white farmer families being brutally murdered (and worse) by black South Africans. There's a couple of videos going around with literal stadiums full of black South Africans at political rallies singing along and chanting 'Kill The Boer'. 'Kill The Boer, Kill The Farmer' is actually, somehow, considered 'protected speech' and 'part of their tradition' by the South African Supreme Court, which, apparently, is a thing.

There was a terrifying video I saw recently where a white family was attacked by a group of blacks and escaped to a police station. The attackers followed them to the police station, INTO the police station, and attacked them there! For a while, too. They were trying to get their phones which had evidence of the attack. No one stopped them and you can actually see black policemen just kind of standing around, watching. Can you imagine the terror? Nowhere to go. There have also been pictures and reports of some of the farm murderers having radio signal jammers on them so the family can't call anyone during the attack. The jammers are like $15k and military grade. It's hard to possibly explain how a disgruntled ex farm hand would get his hands on something like that. So the violence is somewhat state/military sponsored, if not outright encouraged. Black leaders have called for the expropriation (fancy word for theft) of white famers lands to give to black people, without compensation. Search "south africa" or "south african farm murders" on X if you're a sick fuck and you want to see for yourself what's going. We're talking entire families massacred, including their dogs, mothers and 5 year old daughters being raped in front of everyone. It's about more than robbery and wanting land back and even more than murder. There's a particular, terrifying malice and burning white hot hatred at the center of it. So you can understand why some of these white farmers with families might want to escape. 


The stats for South Africa are horrific too, of course. As of 2023, it had a higher per capita crime rate than Somalia. It has 80 murders a day, a farm murder a week, a rape every four minutes, and two riots a day. There are 3 welfare dependents for every net taxpayer. And by the way, the numbers are all reported mostly by the South African government, who we just have to take at their word. So they're almost certainly a lot worse in reality.

[Sources: (https://worldpopulationreview.com/country-rankings/crime-rate-by-country)

(https://www.theamericantribune.news/p/a-boers-view-of-the-crisis-in-south)

This is a good X account from someone who lives in Pretoria who is basically documenting the collapse of South Africa in real time: https://x.com/k9_reaper ]

Here is a terrifying excerpt from the article I just linked to:


"TAT: And while we’re on the security situation, what can you tell us about the infamous farm attacks? Are the thugs really using signal jammers?

K9Ok, so farm attacks in South Africa are extremely brutal events. You’ve got people who are breaking into farms, farmhouses, etc. And they’re not just taking stuff. They’re staying for hours and hours once they’ve brutally tortured these individuals.

Now, the torture can be anything from pouring boiling water over them to literally putting their babies in stoves, burning them with hot irons, shoving broken glass bottles up female anatomy, dragging alive individuals behind vehicles, hanging them, burning them. It’s really, whatever you can imagine as the worst torture method possible; that’s what these individuals are doing.

And one of the favorites, unfortunately, is to attack the farmhouse, break-in, and it tends to always involve rape, unfortunately. So they will rape the daughter, no matter how old she is. Whether she is five years old, ten years old, twenty, etc. And they’ll rape the mother, all the other females. And they do it in front of the males, every single time. The male family members will obviously be tied up, usually shot in the leg, then they’ll proceed to rape the other family members in front of them. Now usually, when they do the rape thing, it usually involves someone dying. And it’s usually the male member of the household because they tend to shoot them when they leave.

Farm attacks seem to be a very racially driven thing in South Africa…at the end of the day, the attacks are mostly blacks attacking whites because that’s just how it is. And somehow, that’s just not apparent enough for people to accept. And, obviously, there’s the brutality behind it when it comes to blacks attacking whites with regard to farm attacks. There’s definitely a racial element to it.

Signal jammers are being used for everything from everything from hijackings, cash-in transfer heists, home invasions, and farm attacks as well. So the signal jammer, depending on the model, works at blocking all incoming and outgoing signals from everything from cell phones to radios to even some security cameras in a range of 25 to 100 meters. The sole goal of a signal jammer is to ensure that your target can’t call for help. The reason they use them for farm attacks is that a lot of farmers are out of the community safety initiative and they rely on radios to be able to call for help to one another, to come and assist.

You’re probably thinking of that famous picture of that guy with the signal jammer backpack during a farm attack. It was like a black-and-white photo, and he had that proper military signal jammer. That wasn’t just anything you could get from Alibaba, or even from Mozambique and just driving it over the border or something. That was a proper military use jammer pack in use with the SADF. You’ll see a lot of military and ex-active duty military personnel in these farm attacks, and they often just take what they need from the military before they go out on the attacks.

In essence, the farm attacks are the most brutal thing anyone can imagine. They make those attacks going on in Israel and Gaza look like a walk in the park. And the use of the signal jammer packs is real. It is happening on a daily basis. Both to the citizens of the Republic of South Africa and to people they want to assassinate.

So yeah, South Africa is an exceptionally dangerous place and it’s never going to change. In fact, it’s only going to get worse, no matter how much we try to stop it. But all we can do is keep trying. There’s nothing more we can do."

Is that not one of the most disturbing, depressing things you've ever read in your entire fucking life?

So imagine you're a member of the American left currently. You've defended and supported literally tens of millions of immigrants coming to the US since Biden took over, with a lot of them claiming refugee status. And not just supported and defended, but basically made it the backbone of your entire platform. Anyone and everyone can claim asylum, even if they pass over a dozen safe countries on their way here, even if they regularly vacation to the place they're supposedly fleeing from. Even if it's just like six young men who are, by their own and the lefts own admission, fleeing their home country because of fear of violence, but are ok with leaving family behind. All of that is not only ok, but it is a duty for us as Americans to take them in. Now imagine, after this sea of immigration for four plus years, tens of millions of people from all over the globe; Sudan, Honduras, China, Pakistan, India, Africa, Venezuela, Mexico...you name it. Signing up for benefits at a higher rate than American citizens, being given preferential treatment in housing and hiring, while a good chunk of them openly detest America and a loud minority of them actually call for the destruction of America while enrolled at some of the most (formerly) prestigious and expensive colleges in the world. Imagine you hear about 60 people from South Africa, mostly families, all workers, who want to come here as refugees to escape a brewing genocide where children are literally being put into ovens. Small groups of them, again, sixty in total, with their little kids in tow, waving American flags. How would your position NOT be "yes the refugee system is a vitally important program to help people flee violence, and anyone fleeing violence should be swiftly taken in by America." That would give the whole program more legitimacy and their own position more legitimacy. But they just can't. The reaction to these people has been insane. Unhinged. Look for yourself on social media and on the mainstream news. Watch Tim Kaine and Marco Rubio go at it the other day. 


They are quite literally 'well actually-ing' a genocide!

https://x.com/NewsHour/status/1925271647872807169

Here's a tweet from PBS stating that White farmers have been murdered in South Africa. But those murders account for less than 1% of more than 27,000 annual murders nationwide.

Experts said the deaths do not amount to genocide, and President Donald Trump misleads about land confiscation. (via ) to.pbs.org/4msUep6

However, there are about 44k White farmers in SA, or about .07% of the population. So if they make up 1% of murders, that's an over representation of over 1300%!

So the question is obvious. Why? Why the open hatred of these people? Why the petulant, panicked, breathless debate about if it's technically a genocide or not? Quibbling over murder/population numbers like it's an SAT question. Did you ever hear something like that with regards to asylum seekers before? No one denies that America has the room for these 60 people and no one even denies that they'll be a net positive for us. No one even denies that they're being targeted for violence! It's just 'WE DON'T WANT THEM' screeched loudly.

 I guess the left is saying that the administration is giving these people preferential treatment over, say, Venezuelans, but again, it's 60 people! They're here already! I don't even expect the left to actually believe themselves when they say something like 'yes the refugee system is vital, they and everyone else should be welcome.' But they can't even bring themselves to lie! 

The only sensible conclusion that I can come to is that these people, by and large, simply hate white people, and they aren't even hiding it anymore. What other reason could there be? Imagine an entire stadium filled with white Australians. A hundred thousand of them signing 'Kill The Brown Farmer.' Imagine that the white Aussies were attacking brown farm owners, massacring their family, dragging them behind their cars to death, raping their 5 year old daughters in front of them. Imagine a political party in Australia whose slogan is 'Kill The Brown Farmer.' Now imagine 60 of those brown farm owners wanted to flee and come to America as refugees. Do you think that people on the left would oppose them coming here? Do you think they'd take pictures of them at the airport and find one fat guy and say that they can't possibly be fleeing from anything? Do you think they'd go to the airport to greet them with a sign disparaging them? Or do you think they'd be protesting in the street, gluing their hands to highways in support of them? So what's the difference? Only one I can see is the fact that these people are white. I know it's somewhat 'uncouth' to say something like that, but why, exactly? Also, I just truly do not give a shit what I'm allowed to say or think anymore, at all. And a lot of people agree with me. Which brings me to my next point. The growing schism on the right.

There has been a pretty big crack forming in the online right ecosystem. This is a little inside baseball (and bordering on too-online, I will admit) so maybe it isn't common knowledge, but the big split is basically between the sort of establishment, Ben Shapiro, Babylon Bee 'cucked' right (as some might say), and the Jared Taylor, Nick Fuentes, kind-of-Matt Walsh-now-somehow, more collectivist 'woke' right (again, as some might say). A lot of it has to do with Israel and Jews in general, but I think it's even bigger than that. The Ben Shapiro side is clinging to the 'we're all the same, we should strive for a colorblind society' mantra (and Israel is as important as America, for some reason). They're more libertarian leaning, I guess, but they're still far from libertarians. The Jared Taylor side claims that humans are tribalistic no matter what and the entire world is race conscious and advocates for their racial group and whites are being left behind, doomed to dwindle away to nothing some day. By not being concerned with our race, at least as much as other groups are, they would say that we're in a fight but we've decided to tie an arm behind our backs.

And I cannot deny where I stand, nor do I want to, and it ain't on the cucked side. Libertarianism, individualism, free markets, democracy, these are all great, precious, delicate things. Hallmarks of a successful civilization. But I'm beginning to think they aren't like these blank slate variables that can have anyone or anything plugged into them and work seamlessly. Different people are different and they value and want different things. I'm not even saying one way is better, either. I know which way I think is better for me, but I can only speak for myself. Libertarianism assumes everyone in a society to be a rational actor, rational acting to make himself and his surroundings better, always with the long term in view. But is that really the case? 


Nothing encapsulates my current thinking about libertarianism better or more succinctly than this meme:





This entire blog was an excuse to post that. Just kidding, but I do love it.

I know I'm veering all over the place here but I guess I've had this post churning around for a while. I've considered myself a libertarian for almost two decades but I am fully out now. It's perfect on paper and in theory but so is communism, technically. It just assumes too much about people and leaves you open to attack. There's also this new idea floating around that I see more and more about how Democracy always eventually ends with groups of people voting for more and more resources for themselves. As they get more things and grow, their vote share gets bigger and bigger, so politicians are incentivized to acquiesce to them. A feedback loop begins and before you know it, one group dominates society and decides they're entitled to whatever another group has and war breaks out and it all collapses on itself. Kind of what's happening in South Africa right now. 

I think the driving force behind the 'collectivist right' is that it's either we're a colorblind meritocracy or we're not. We're fine either way but you gotta pick one. We're done playing by the rules and pretending race isn't real while everyone else acts like they're stars in a Spike Lee movie. Would you condemn a Japanese man for wanting Japan to stay Japanese? Would you scream 'racist' at a Black man who wanted to live in a Black community? Does Israel have the obligation, to the world, to be multicultural? Does a Muslim nation have the moral duty to accept non-Muslims who openly despise Islam, mock it and openly call for the destruction of it? So why do White nations and people have different rules?

Look, I know you probably didn't come here to read stuff like this. This is a little bit much, I'll admit, and I will probably have a part two to this. Sometimes I get kind of stream of consciousness-y and, again, this is a completely free blog. Not even any ads on the godamn sides. This is and will always remain a blog mostly about advantage gambling. But what I see feels so absurdly unjust to me, so blatantly hypocritical, that it feels wrong not to at least address it somehow. Not that making a blog post is really 'doing something' but everyone has a role. It just feels like we've all gotten too comfortable, too docile, too eager to go along to get along. Eager to believe insidious lies about ourselves, lies that we knew were lies. We've let strangers take something from us that we barely knew we had. 

But I think that's just about over now, actually. You can kind of feel it, a little tiny bit. What kind of world do we want for our kids and their kids? Did we stop thinking about that? Or did I just start? Anything worth having will have to be defended at some point. That's what the word 'worth' means. Everyone is a 'blood and soil nationalist' for their own people. Everyone. It's time we stop pretending we don't know that.







Friday, May 16, 2025

Results And More

 This is beginning to feel like a humiliation ritual.


Matt Roy o2.5 -115 L

Jakob Chychrun o2.5 +120 L

Rasmus Sandin o2.5 +130 L

Dylan Samberg u1.5 +110 W

Neal Pionk u1.5 -125 L


57 plays, -7.46 units total. The Capitals guys all got plenty of ice time and exactly 2 blocks, and Sandin was on the ice for 29 attempts against, but another disappointing night in the books. Somehow, the one night I get in on good looking over Block bets on the Capitals, the Hurricanes have their second lowest shot attempt night in the series, down from their average by a good margin. I had them getting about 70 attempts at the net and looking at it now, they've averaged 73 for the series including last nights game. And last night they get 58. 

If I was full time, this would barely be a blip. 57 plays would be a couple of days and you can easily run bad for weeks and even months sometimes, even when you're crushing soft stuff like hockey props. So, again, I actually do think I'm making +EV bets here. But I'm really not confident about it at all and I definitely would not recommend anyone tail me, if anyone even is. 

Looking at my overall numbers, including this week, I'll have 7 weeks of betting on Blocks and will be up roughly 5 units. 5 weeks betting on SOG and will be down right around 4.5 units. So it's probably something like 150ish plays between SOG and Blocks with a tiny profit, if anything. I don't think I'm quite ready to throw in the towel just yet but I'm close. 

By the way, I should mention this, but in case you haven't figured it out by now, I am absolutely no math whiz. I didn't come to sports betting/modeling because I had knowledge about statistics or math or big data programming and wanted to apply it. It was the other way around. I only learned anything about this kind of stuff because I was modeling. I only learned what I needed to make whatever model I was making at the time, so I don't have the base of knowledge that I think is required these days to really make a go at modeling anything, even props. I had to change my college major because I couldn't pass a trigonometry class! I did much better on the English portion of the SATS than the math section and it's always been that way for me. I'm better at math than the average person, mostly due to the fact that the average person is abysmal at anything even resembling math above an 8th grade level. I'm good with percentages, I think I'm good at 'logic' and I know how to ask things and figure stuff out, and I'm not afraid to try things. But the very base knowledge that really good modelers have is something I lack. Someone in the comments very nicely asked if I thought about using a 'negative binomial distribution' instead of poisson and honestly, he might as well been speaking Chinese. (By the way, if you're reading this, I will get the DM's fixed on the X account tonight, I promise. I can only log into that account on my home computer and haven't been able to get on this week). Basically, every single thing I know or have ever known about statistics or anything related to statistics, I have learned in a sports betting book or forum post. I wish I understood this shit better. I wish they made it more real and applicable in school. It was always so dry and abstract and meaningless to me, honestly. "Calculate the shaded region under the curved line" YAWN. Why not "come up with a fair number for Team X expected shots on goal vs Team Y." That would be fun and people would actually pay attention!

But I digress. I'm probably sounding a little whiney here. I could have and should have learned this stuff way better at some point. I probably still could now. But the will just is not quite there like it used to be (but it is still there, a little more than I thought). 

It's always been a love/hate relationship with my models and with statistics in general. I often get mad at myself for not taking school and learning in general more seriously when I was younger. It was just all so fucking boring.

Anyway, that's about it. BTC has had a big month, up about 20% and near its' all time high. ETH and alt-coins in general have shown a little bit of life lately. The BTC/ETH ratio is now at about .025 after bouncing off of .018. BTC dominance is still way up though. I've found a better way of looking at BTC dominance by the way, which is to exclude stablecoins. With stablecoins taken out, BTC dominance is at 67%. That's pretty remarkable when you think about it. All this time later, all the tens of millions of alt-coins (actually probably hundreds of millions that have come and gone), all of the Ethereum and Doge and Solana of it all, the NFT's, Bitcoin is still almost 70% of the entire crypto market cap. No CEO, no company, no marketing, no 'dev team', nothing. Just a white paper uploaded to an obscure cryptography forum by a nameless person. That's it. That's how you know it has real value. You would never have even heard of it if it didn't. 

That's all for today. Check back this weekend for a post or some more picks if I feel like losing some money. Bye!

BTC price: $104k

BTC dominance (including stablecoins and without): 62% / 67%

BTC market cap: $2.07 T (boy we really smashed that one trillion market cap, didn't we?)

Total crypto market cap: $3.32 T

Total cryptos on coin market cap: 15.5 M